Laying face down on the sand with you on my back not allowing me to get up is bad enough…..but now I feel hard slaps to my head, making my ears ring…first left, then right…over and over and over makes me dizzy and dazed and makes my head start to ache. I try to shield my head with me hands until finally you stop and climb off…I feel the heavy rain on my back on this suddenly dreary day, and think I can’t have this happen. I turn over to my side, still dizzy, the world seemingly spinning because of your slaps to my head…I see you as I again scramble to my feet, my body now covered in wet sand and lunge at you, again trying to reach upward to grab a handful of hair one last time, with what little energy I have left….