So far it seems like you (Savita) is just ready to submit with no fight. I can appreciate being in such awe and so turned on by her strength and knowing that she can so easily beat you up and make you do anything she wants you to do. Perhaps you can be so turned on and fantasizing all these things, but when she starts making you do them for real, you realize it is a hot fantasy, but you don't want to do it IRL. Although Mallika does not usually do this, you have her so wet and so hot and so excited and she gets very pissed off that you have teased her and she is ready and now you don't want it.
She might beat you up and force you to do it, and then at the end you can start to love it.
Mistress Vicky