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CHAPTER    8............DEVASTATED.......

{ A couple of my neighbors  at the complex  Rodney   had seen and helped me   with pistachio.
His  girlfriend   carol  said that there had been   some stray dogs  around the complex...
they stayed  with me  a few hours...afterwards...
After  Rodney  and carol left    the apartment  seemed  so cold   and empty..i kept the tv on
but paid it little attention...I kept expecting pistachio  to  run to me  jump into my lap and curl up for
a nap...that would never  happen again...a pang of sadness  swept through me
How could she have  got out....then I remembered  leaving the door  open before I had left for work
this morning...that had to be it.....how  stupid  I should have made sure that she was still
inside  before I left.....it'was my fault......STUPID!!.   
The thought of precious little cat  alone   and  afraid....trying to escape...maybe   hoping I would be there
I..had faled her.......just like I had failed   at everything else....I look down  at my wrist
could'ent even do that right.
I walk into  the kitchen   seeing  the food and water  bowls.....the food  I had  left there this morning
was still there......decide to go to bed......thinking about everything...pistachio,,,angie,,,,,,gary..losing the promotion..i cry myself to sleep...

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Lexi has defnately been working her nice ass of with this story....  Sending a hug.. and hoping wonerful things. Begin to happen for Lexibabe here soon!!

Hey she deserves it...  may have to investigate how to let her know she, and her hard efforts are appreciated!!

Storm

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it's a restless sleep..tossing and turning....i'm running down the dirt road through  the woods  something  chasing  me.....looking over my shoulder..stumbling almost falling.....I have to stop a moment to catch my breath
looking to my left   the trees  and brush seem to part.....making a clearing...I see  angie  and her  aunt  
walking  through....a meadow.......then I notice  something followering them..i'm not sure  what
it is....hazey like a snowey  screen on a tv.....it's  gaining on them.


ANGIE.!!!!..I try to shout  but  it sounds like a whisper....her  aunt  turns looking at me..something is wrong
a ugly evil face...... nuh...I jerk awake.I lay still my vision adjusting to the darkness of the room

minutes pass...I fall back to sleep......i'm driving home..a bright sunny day.....my favorite   song is playing over the radio.....I park  atmy apartment complex.....walking  up the my apartment....GARY   AND RENEE   are waiting outside by my door.....GARY hands me   key.....no..it isent a key..it is  a razor blade....DO IT..he says,Renee smiles  their faces change into something  ugly....

I umble  the key from my purse  unlocking the door walking in locking it from the inside...pistachio..kitty kitty  I call.....I here her meow...seems far away.....walking through the apartment  calling her....as I come closer to the wndow her meow  seems louder....Looking out the window..i see my little cat out side..under  the trees.
she is washing her face.. I smile  taping the window...she looks up seeing me.

then something from behind the trees moves..pistachio tries to move....but the dog is to quick pounching on my
little cat....no..it is'ent a  dog..its  another cat  a big cat....the bobcat  mable that I had been running from
the bigger  cat  attcks pistachio   ....I scream  banging the window.....the bobcat.looks up glaring at me
its  eyes  a firey orange......I scream.....waking myself  up.. sobbing into my pillow.

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I  hear a splashing sound  from the bathroom..sliding out of the bed....I walk through the open door  and a small
gasp escapes  my lips.....seeing myself in the bathtub  my wrist slashed  the water bloody...I move closer..the other me....looks up.....then a voice frm behind me.....come   join us  lexi..I jump at the sound...turning
my eyes  widen  as I am face to face..with angie's  aunt.....
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the aunt......FINISH THE ACT  AND JOIN US  LEXI{ POINTING  TO A RAZOR BLADE ON THE SINK COUNTER}
AIN'T NO RUNNING,AIN'T NO GOING BACK}

me.....{shivering with a fear}    no...I don't want

THE AUNT...."YES  YOU  DO.....YOU TRIED ONCE BEFORE    AND FAILED....." JUST AS YOU HAVE FAILED  AT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE......

me.......I hav'ent failed.....

THE AUNT.......YOUR ALL ALONE....EVERYONE  YOU EVER CARED  FOR IS GONE....NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU
YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS.....YOUR A WEAK BITCH......IT WILL BE SO EASY TO FINISH  THE ACT  AND JOIN US
NO MORE PAIN..NO MORE LONLINESS.

[the medicine cabinet door slides open....the bottle of pills  are  right in front  seemingly staring at me}

THE AUNT...SOOO EASY..ALL YOUR PAIN WILL BE OVER}

{I reach for the bottle.then quickly the  door slides shut......the words forming on the glass...."ain't nobody here but we uses"} I look back...the  aunt looks   unsure  and seems that she is beginning to fade....and I start to finally understand...that i'm not alone....I walk back through  my bedroom  to the living  room.the light seems brighter than ever......Angie   is sitting on the couch....not the angie  thing that I had meet on  the dirt road or fought with  in the paw-paw patch....the ANGIE  that was once a friend.
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ANGIE......{SMILES}.....LEXI    YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR DEMONS  ..REMEBER   WHAT  THE MESSANGER TOLD YOU?     DON'T LET YOUR DEMONS   HURT YOU AGAIN.....

me.......i'm not sure that I can

ANGIE......YOU CAN....AND YOU HAVE TO.......YOUR DEMONS   ARE  SELF  DOUBT..AND SELF LOATHING
YOU  HAVE TO BELIEVE IYN YOURSELF  ALWAYS......SEE IN YOUR SELF  WHAT SO MANY OTHERS  SEE
NO MATTER  WHAT BAD  MAY HAPPEN.....OR HOW  DARK THINGS MAY SEEM.....ALWAYS KNOW
EVERYDAY IS NEW......EVERYDAY IS PRECIOUS........DON'T FALL INTO SELF PITY..THAT IS THE DEMONS LAIR
A TRAP WHERE THERE IS NO ESCAPE.....YOU HAVE  SO MANY HERE THAT CARES   AND LOVE  YOU.
YOUR  NOT ALONE    NOT EVER..TRUST IN THEM ALWAYS....
I WAS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT OFF MY DEMONS......YOU  SURELY  ARE

LOOK AND SEE THE THING FOR  WHAT IT IS.....BANISH IT FROM YOUR LIFE

me.......I turn  and look   at  what  was....the  aunt thing......an ugly  pathetic thing of  hate..self pity..doubt

ANGIE......TELL IT TO LEAVE......YOU NEED IT NO MORE

me.......leave...get out.....I don't want to be you......not  now..not ever

{the thing begins  to hiss..and slowly fade into nothing ness.......and then gone}

me...{looking at angie}  will it return

ANGIE.....{STANDING}    ONLY YOU CAN DECIDE.....{she smiles pointing to the recliner}.....pistachio jumps up on back of the chair...her tail twitching  her eyes bright and shining..her purr so loud...I walk to her bending my head down....the little cat nuzzles me..rubbing her head against my cheek.

ANGIE.......WE HAVE TO GO........WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE.....{SHE WALKS TO THE KITCHEN,PISTACHIO JUMPS FROM   THE CHAIR AND FOLLOWS HER......AND THEY FADE INTO  NOTHINGNESS....

me.........I stand looking into the  kitchen   .......frozen in tat one spot.....angies words resounding in my mind
it scares me to think  how  almost let the  demons win....something I know  that I must not ever let creep into my thoughts  again......the early morning sun rays  slant through the windows.....it  is  a  whole new day.

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CHAPTER  10.........A GIRLS  NIGHT OUT.

{ I  spend the rest of the morning...catching up on some  work for the office  .Trying to take my mind off
of the events  of the day and night before...it is'ent working... e-mailing all the girls    tifani..janey..kymm,and Jodie....i'll be there  for   the  party...The  apartment  still feels empty....I can't take it  any longer.

I get dressed    packing a  bag  for an over night stay....I leave....just driving around..it is  a beautiful day
almost like spring..like...stoping at  my favorite park....walking along the lake   meeting and talking  with
a young couple..they seemed very happy....Angies  words  going through my mind..i finally realize
that....she is right   everyone has  bad   things to happen..nothing is ever perfect....there is always  another day
its up to everyone to make things better for themselves.and others  around them if possible
sitting on the park bench looking at my wrist   I feel ashamed at what I tried to do.earlier
I no longer had those feelings.....I want to live.

I  stop at the  store  todo some  window shoping...tthen drive  to Jodie's  very much looking forwards to spending time with my friends.

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SCENE....JODIE'S  HOUSE   A LARGE  SINGLE STORY RANCH  STYLE...LOCATATED ON A LARGE.MULTIACRE LOT
INSIDE  ..THE DINING  ROOM..JODIE  AND KYMM  ARE ALREADY THERE...I SIT WITH THEM CHATING
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me......kymm..I thought hat you were going to pick up janey

KYMM....WELL....I WAS...BUT   JANEY   MESSAGED TIFF....THEY WILL BE HERE SOON

me...... be glad to see  them.....hmmm.so Jodie  what's for dinner{smiles}

JODIE.....OHHH,PLEASE  I'M NOT COOKING FOR  THIS  BROOD..WE  CAN ORDER OUT WHEN  TIFFANI  AND JANEY ARRIVE.   IS PIZZA  ALRIGHT

me......that's fine  with me

KYMM...ME TO ACTUALLY I PREFER PIZZA   OVER JODIE'S COOKING ANYWAY

JODIE......GRRRR....I HAVE YOU KNOW T HAT I AM A FABALOUS COOK

KYMM.....LOL....I HEAR YOU BOIL  AN EXCELLENT EGG

JODIE.......WATCH IT KYMM

me.......ha ha {walking  over to the counter}

JODIE.........LEXI.....I'M SORRY   ABOUT  YOUR LITTLE CAT...HOW  DID IT HAPPEN?

me.............i'm noT sure...some neighbors  think it was stray dogs

JODIE........THAT'S  TO BAD

KYMM............IT MAKES  ME MAD  AS HELL.....I LOST MY LITTLE CAT BECAUSE OF A DOG.....PEOPLE SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIABILITY FOR THEIR  PETS.AND NOT LET THEIR  DAMN DOGS  RUN AROUND LOOSE

JODIE.......THEY  NEED A LEASH LAW...

me.............there is one..people  don't  obey it

KYMM.........THEN THEY SHOULD HAVE THEIR PETS  TAKEN AWAY..

JODIE..............KIND OF HARSH IS'ENT IT.........A FINE WOULD BE BETTER

KYMM.........WELL...I KNOW  HOW  CHON  SHA FELT ABOUT THAT LITTLE  CAT...HOW  SHE HAD TO BE LIKE A MOTHER TO IT....FEEDING HER WITH  AN  EYE DROPER UNTILL THE KITTEN WAS OLD ENOUGH TO EAT ON ITS OWN......IT'S JUST NOT FAIR.

JODIE............{NOTICES  ME..WALKS  TO THE  COUNTER}         KYMMM  .........shsssh

me......{sobs}

KYMM..{WALKING OVER  TO THE COUNTER..HER ARM AROUND MY WAIST}  CHON SAH..I'M SORRY....ARE YOU  O.K?

me.......{nods.tears trickle down my face}     i'm  ok..anjo........just miss my little  cat

{we walk into the  living area....talking   a knock at the  door.....it's tiff  and janey..the girls are all here}
{afte flling  janey and tiff in on everything....we   order a pizza   and just talk about everything  from  gus  to our careers....janey talks about  her hopes  and fears  for her new beginning....Jodie  the only one of us that is married talks about  what its like for her husband to be away   at times...the talk drifts  to  some of our past girls nights out  .....some of the fights that we use to have.
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TIFFANI......WELL....LEXI..DO YOU WANT TO TRY AND GET EVEN  FOR OUR LITTLE  UMM CHAT A FEW NIGHTS AGO?

{causing  an  ouuuuuu,from the other girls}

me......{smiles}   iv'e had  my share of fighting lately.....think ill just set this one out.....hmmmm but my revenge is coming.

{giggles from the group}

JODIE.......I'LL TAKE YOU ON TIFF.....AFTER KICKING LEXI'S ASS SO MANY TIMES IT JUST IS'ENT FUN  ANY MORE{SMILES WINKS AT ME}

me........and I thought blondes were the only delusional ones

TIFFANI.......  YOUR  SO  ON JODIE....I'LL PROVE THAT BRUNETTES  ARE A NICKLE A DOZEN.

JANEY........HMMMM..WELLL SINCE  LEXI IS'ENT TAKING ANYONE TONIGHT...KYMM..WHAT  ABOUT ME  GIVING YOU A LITTLE WRESTLING  DEMONSTRATION.

KYMM..........LOL......I'LL BEAT THE NEW   WWE  STAR....BEFORE SHE IS  A STAR.

{  the four all  start getting ready    for their  fights..getting  down to bra's and panties}
Jodie  and tiffani    start  it off...walking to the center of the  room...Jodie..wearing a pink bra  and panties..tiffany  in white}

JODIE.........WHY DON'T WE FOREGO MODESTY  UN HOOKING HER BRA...TOSSING IT TO ME.
TIFFANI........OHHHH....WE  HAVE  THE  SAME  THOUGHT...TIFF UNHOOKS HER BRA..TOSING IT TO KYMM AND  JANEY...

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{Jodie  and  tiffani  square off..moving in a small circle Jodie is  a little  bigger....I've seen a cople of their fights
they had been pretty even matched}

JODIE..LET'S SEE  WHOSE TITS  CAN TAKE IT{  raising her hands out in a challenge}
TIFFANI...FINE WITH Me.

{they lock fingers  pushing  their big tits togeather...toe to toe..their groans and grunts mingle their  arms strain out to the sides..then over their heads...then down low in front of  both.their tits  ballooning ut to their sides
nipples jabing and dueling togeather..the large aeriola's slaping  and fighting.

each being forced back  a few  steps  only  to respond  by  forcing  her  rival back neither  able  to keep
the  upper hand..their  arms now  straning  over their heads   Jodie twist to her left  her tits  sliding over  tiffani's
tiff almost goes  down bt slides her  right leg  between Jodie's  blocking the move...then fighting herself  back upright....the two pull their locked fingers apart  separating   breathing heavily}

JODIE.......{her heavy breast  red   her  nipples jutting out}  YOUR BETTER  AT THIS THEN I REMEBER...LETS FINISH THIS.}

TIFFANI..{HER BREAST  TO RED  AND  SORE}  YOUR  NOT BAD  YOURSELF....COME ON LETS DO THIS

{the two  come togeather  their tits smacking togeather....wraping their  arms around each ohers backs..they squeeze in a tight bearhug...both girls  move  around  sliding  and  rotating their big tits togeather
their groans  and moans  fill the room.both keepin her rival in a tight  bearhug  neither  seemingly willing to give
then finally;

TIFFANI...[groans out   }  uuugh....{breathing  harshly gasping......unlocking her bearhug  using her hands to push at Jodie's  shoulders...

JODIE...[TIGHTENING HER  GRIP..CLENCHING HER  JAWS  WORKING HER KNUCKLES  AGAINST  TIFFS BACK}  GIVE  UP  TIFF  SHE  HISSES.

TIFFANI.......UUUGH    NU..NOOO SHAKING HER HEAD

[JODIE TIGHTENS  HER GRIP SQUEEZING HARDER....SUDDENLY  TIFFANI'S HANDS DROP TO HER  SIDE
OK   I GIVE.......LET GO........JODIE RELEASES HER  HOLDS..THEY BOTH DROP TO THEIR KNEES
KYMMM...JANEY AND I..HELP THEM TO THEIR FEET THEN TO THE COUCH.]

me...wow  what  a fight
JANEY..that made my breast  hurt  ha ha
KYMM......GREAT  FIGHT.... SO  DO I GET THE  WINNER  LOL

[next up  kymm vs  janey...they walk to the center  of the room....kymm wearing  her black tank top  and jean  shorts...janey  wearing   a red s shirt  and a pair  of  white  shorts...janey is  a little  bigger}

{the  two  cirvle  around each other  hands out   both crouched a bit...janey lunges trying to wrap her arms around  kymm's  waist....kymm twist and pulls away.grabing janeys..right  arm.moving around behind janey
twisting janey's arm behind her back}

KYMM..SURPRISED  YOU  HUH..YOUR GETTING SLOW  JANEY

JANEY.{  AIIIGH }   USING  HER LEFT ARM  JANEY SLAMS HER  ELBOW INTO KYMM'S  RIBS.

KYMM..{UUGH..}RELEASING HER HOLD

{THE TWO CIRCLE EACH OTHER  JANEY LUNGES AGAIN WRAPING  HER RIGHT ARM AROUND KYMM'S NECK.PULLINGKYMM INTO A HEAD LOCK.}

KYMM{AIII} USING HER RIGHT  HAND TRYING TO PUSH AT JANEY'S ARM TO LOOSEN THE HOLD..WHILE USING HER LEFT ARM TO THROW SOME FOREARMS INTO JANEY'S BACK}

JANEY{ UMMM..OWW.SQUENCHING HER EYES  SHUT KEEPING HER HOLD}

{THE TWO STUMBLE AROUND THE ROOM}

KYMM  { STILL TRYING TO LOSEN THE HOLD BY PUSHING AT JANEY'S ARM.CHANGES  TACTICS.SLIPING HER LEFT ARM BETWEEN THEIR BODIES  USNG HER HAND TO GRAB AND SQUEEZE JANEY'S  BREAST>]

JANEY{ YIIII} RELEASING HER  HOLD....{THEY SEPERATE  CIRCLING}  YOU DIRTY!!!

KYMM..SMILING..ALL'S FAIR

{THEY LUNGE TOGEATHER    SPINING  AROUND  HANDS  AND  ARMS MOVING IN A FLURRY EACH TRYING TO WORK THE OTHER INTO A HOLD...THEY STRUGGLE UPRIGHT  GRUNTS OF EXERTION FILL THE ROOM
KYMM  WORKS  HER RIGHT LEG BETWEEN JANEY'S  THEY TRIP AND  GO DOWN TO THE FLOOR.
KYMM IS THE FIRST TO GET TO HER FEET......KYMM CATCHES JANEY'S KICKING LEGS.TURNING JANEY OVER TO HER TUMMY....THEN STEPS HER LEFT LEG BETWEEN JANEY'S LEGS,,CROSSING JANEY'S  ANKLES.THEN LEANS OVER BACKWARDS  ROLLING JANEY UP.

JANEY....SURPRISED BY THE MOVE  TRIES TO BREAK FREE..BUCKING AND TWISTING..REACHING BACK TRYING TO  GRAB KYMM'S HAIR...KYMM SHAKES HER HEAD FREE....JANEY  TRIES  TO PUSH HER SELF UP  BUT COLLAOSES  BACK TO HE FLOOR......{AIIIIGH  SHE  CRIES..FINALLY UNABLE  TO TAKE THE PRESSURE  JANEY TAPS THE FLOOR.. KYMM RELEASES HER HOLD  AND ROLLS AWAY TO HER FEET}

KYMMM.......{RAISING HER  ARMS  PRANCING  WOO-WOO....}

JANEY...{.GETTING TO HER FEET}  GOOD FIGHT  KYMM.....[they hug]

{all 5  of us hug  what a fun night,,,,,bringing back a lot of fun memories..i was the first get togeaher like this  we havae had in a couple of years....it  shows that although  that just as with my  mathes with tiffani and mandy  we can fight  and stay friends.....we spnd the rest of the evening  talking  and finishing off the pizza...late into the night   tiffani  leaves.....then kymm  and janey....I  decide to stay  the night with Jodie...
laying in bed thinking about the day  and evening......angie was right    I do have friends that care about me
i'm  never alone....it is something that I will never forget again....

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Chapter 11.                     THE  FINALE

{ the next morning  Jodie  and I awake early,,,having  some breakfast and talking over  everything.

 JODIE.." LEXI  I KNOW  THAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH SOME BAD TIMES...IN THE PAST.{she takes my wrist looking at my scares}   I WAS'ENT HERE FOR YOU THEN .AND IM SORRY  FOR THAT...I AM  BACK NOW
AND I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU  ,I'LL BE HERE ANYTIME  YOU NEED TO CHAT  ABOUT  ANYTHING
I'LL BE HERE....PROMISE  ME  THAT  YOU WILL NEVER  LET  THIS HAPPEN AGAIN   I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER "

me.....{smiling}....I have learned  something  very recentely  that I should have always  known...that I do have friends that care  about me..and  I care about.....I've found out  that life is  worth living...and  even when things  go bad....everyday offers  something new.....i'll never fall into to the trap of self  pity again.....love  you always
{we  hug}

JODIE......"GOOD...CAUSE I WANT TO GET MY HANDS ON YOU AGAIN...IT'S BEEN TO LONG SINCE WE HAD  A MATCH."

me.......ohhh your so right about that........is this weekend  to soon?

JODIE....IT'S  PURRFECT.....

{WE  TALK A LITTLE LONGER  ,I GATHER MY THINGS  AND LEAVE....DRIVING    TO MY OFFICE  TOCATCH UP ON SOME WORK...AT THE OFFICE  AND  TO MY SURPRISE   MY.SYNDCOFT  HAS LEFT AN ENVELOP ON MY DESK
OPENING IT   I FIND  A  BONUS  CHECK.. AND  A MESSAGE.

MY.SYNDCOFT .ALEXIS..........  WE HAVE BEEN ERY PLEASED  WITH YOUR LAST PROJECT....THE CLIENT WAS ETREMELY PLEASED WITH YOUR  WORK.......YOUR ONE OF THE BEST HERE  AND  HAVE   A BRIGHT FUTURE WITH US..CONGRATULATIONS

{  I am both surprised    and proud  of the  message  fnally all m effort is working  out...with renewed  self confidence  I leave  the  office.....I know that I have  a couple  stops  to make....the first  at a flower shop
then I take  the long drive  to oakapoo  county....the  drive   is a little  more than an hour...
after arriving   in the town   I stop asking directions  to the cemetery   of  mt union church
it  does'ent take long to find  the church..then  the drive  down the gravel  road  to the cemetery
 stoping the car  and getting out  a cool wind  blows  the sky  cloudy   a light mist falling. a 100% change from the day before....I  remember the old saying.."if you don't like the weather  wait 30 minutes it will change"
that is very true today...walking  through the cemetery  I shiver from the  cold...searching.

finally..i find what I was  searching for     ANGIE'S  HEAD STONE  seeing it makes me know  everything  was true
"I BEGIN TO  TALK....."ANGIE....I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU  AND YOUR  AUNT....I CAN'T PRETEND  TO UNDERSTAND  EVERYTHING  THAT HAPPENED...I GUESS SOMETHINGS   WE ARE NEVER MEANT TO UNDERSTAND.....I'M SORRY THAT WE HAD LET OURSELVES DRIFT APART.LET THINGS COME BETWEEN US
I WANT TO THINK YOU FOR HELPING ME....SAVING  ME...IT OPENED MY EYES.....AND I WILL ALWAYS  REMEBER  THE THINGS  YOU SAID  THAT NIGHT IN MY APARTMENT.....I WISH WE COULD HAVE MADE UP   BEFORE
THERE IS  ANOTHER ONE TIME FRIEND....{RENEE}..I DON'T KNOW HOW YET...BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE PEACE
LIFE IS TO SHORT AND PRECIOUS   TO CARRY AROUND  GRUDGES.

{DROPING TO MY KNEES,REACHING THE FLOWERS OUT LAYING THEM AGAINST THE HEADSTONE..THE LEG OF MY JEANS SLIDE UP MY LEG......SOMETHING COLD  TOUCHES MY LEG..I JUMP AND SPIN AROUND GETTING TO MY FEET...LOOKING DOWN...IT IS A PUPPY.....A LITTLE BEAGLE  WITH ITS LONG FLOOPY EARS
{BUWULF....} IT BARKS  HIS BIG BROWN EYES  SHINING   THE PUPPY THUMPS HIS TAIL ON THE GROUND

REMEBERING  WHAT HAPPENED TO PISTACHIO {DOGS SCREAM IN MY MIND}    "GET OUT OF HERE  ISTOMP MY FOOT....GO ON  GET....{ THE LITTLE  DOG  SLAPS ITS PAW ON THE GROUND}....I SAID GET OUT OF HERE
GO ON GET..STOMPING MY FOOT...GO  HOME  SHOOO..GET!!!!}

THE LITTLE DOG WHIMPERS  FALLING OVER....THEN STARTS TO CRAWL AWAY ON ITS STOMACH
GO  ON SHOO STOMPING MY FOOT   .THE PUPPY  STOPS LAYING ON THE GROUND LOOKING
UP AT ME....IT'S SAD BROWN EYES SEEM TO SAY."PLEASE DON'T HURT ME,I'VE DONE NOTHING"
FOR THE FIRST TIME  I SEE HOW POOR  IT LOOKS,LIKE IT HAS'ENT BEEN CARED FOR  IN DAYS
I CAN SEE  HIS RIBS....LOOKING AROUND I REALIZE THEY ARE NO HOUSES  ANYWHERE CLOSE
THE POOR LITTLE THING WAS LOST OR WORSE ABANDONED...A COLD WIND BLOWS,

I DROP TO MY KNEES...REACHING OUT MY HAND....THE LITTLE DOG SHRINKS BACK
I SEE  WHAT A REALLY CUTE FACE  IT HAS....THEN I KNOW.I CAN'T JUST LEAVE IT HERE
I  RUB  HIS  COAT   A FEW  TIMES......HIS BRIGHT EYES BEGIN TO RIGHTEN AGAIN  HIS TAIL THUMPS THE GROUND.{SMILING}.....IT'S OK  ...I'M NOT GOING TO HURT YOU.

I SCOOP THE PUPPY UP IN MY ARMS WALKING BACK TO MY CAR..PLACING IT ON THE BACK FLOOR BOARD
I GET IN MY CAR AND START THE MOTOR  BUCKLING THE SEAT BELT....LOOKING BACK  AT THE PUPPY
IT'S   OK  LITTLE BABY......EVERYTHING  WILL BE  OK........

THE END....

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just to take this opportunity to thank everyone for the {2500 views} far more than on my first story ,and  all
the encouragements and nice comments.
A big thank you to all  the members  that allowed me to use them in my story..Renee2,,Tiffanitangles,Kymm, Jodie
Amazing Mandy, Wrestlefunj{Janey},and Stormbolt..two are no longer members at f.c.f. I hope that I did everyone justice,i tried my best.A few characters  DR.Feelgoody,Mr. Syndcoft,and G ary  were based on people that I have known in irl.

I wanted to tie in  the first story hat I wrote a few years ago  "HALLOWEEN TALES{THE CHRONICLES OF LEXIBABE}into this one, I hope that I was able to pull it off somewhat .

I tried to write the story  loosely  around the tragedy  of sucide.In the story  my character  had faced  and was again struggling with that subject.There had been times in my life  that I that thought flashed through my mind
briefly.I think those  thoughts  in their minds  at different times in their lives probably a much higher percentage
than people realize.Luckily I had the love and support of family and friends  to help me through my most difficult times.

Who knows   what drives people  to make that final aweful act I tried to use the supernatural slant for  the Angie
character and my own character.I do think people wrestling with their own personal demons  is what drives them
and can see no other solution   than to take that final  act.

and last but in my mind not least  about my little at pistachio...I debated as to if I should have included that into the story,,it seemed cruel....but sadly  it was a event in my irl..Pistachio was a little kitty that I had a fewyears ago
There was a stray cat or a neighbor's cat that had kittens  under our house..Isuppose that the mother cat  moved the kittens to her home..but this one little baby was left behind.I found the kitten crawing in the yard after coming home from work...She was so small  I had to raise her feedin her with an eyedropper until she was  able to eat on her own....She was my constant companion    I tried to convey that in the story,but sadly  events  did happen in just the way that I wrote ....and although I now have two other adoreable little cats..i still miss my little grey Pistachio..

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                  JUST NEVER KNOW  {REUNION PARTY}

SCENE.{ MY LAKE SIDE  CABIN  MID MORNING...OUT SIDE ON THE PATIO  THE WARM MARCH SUN BEAMING DOWN....EARLY  BUDS ON THE FLOWERING TREES  AND BUSHES  GETTING READY TO BLOOM N A FEW WEEKS
THE SUN'S  RAY'S  GLITTERING ACROSS THE WATER..PEOPLE  IN THEIR BOATS ENJOYING A NICE DAY IN THE DISTANCE.... SMOKE  RISING FROM THE BARBEQUE GRILL..STORMBOLT  ADDING  SOME RIBS TO THE GRILL}

STORMBOLT.....GREAT IDEA  INVITING EVERYONE OVER LEXI   ...IT WILL BE FUN SEEING EVERYONE.

me.....{lying in a lounge chair  wearing  a red tank top  and  white  shorts} I'm glad everyone could  come storm
how is it coming? walking over to the grill}

STORMBOLT.....ABOUT ANOTHER 45 MINUTES....DID YOU MAKE THE POTATO SALAD?

me.....yes    and the  deviled eggs .they are in the fridge

STORMBOLT....SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT YO WOULD MAKE SOMETHING WITH DEVIL IN IT

me....lol  

STORMBOLT......I LIKED THE IDEA ME  AS A RETIRED DETECTIVE  HA HA

me.........  well it fit

RENEE...HMMMM..SHE MADE  ME THE  VILLIANESS...

me.....   I prefer manstealing tramp...again it fit{smiles}

RENEE.......ALWAYS  THE COCKY LITTLE  BITCH.....WE BOTH KNOW THAT I WOULD HAVE KICKED YOUR  BUTT  REALLY...DON'T WE........

me...we  don't know that.......but we do know  that you  could'ent really steal my  boyfriend  so I did you a favor in the story.

RENEE.........OHHH  YOU BETTER WATCH THAT COCKY MOUTH OR WE MAY REWRITE THAT PART OF THE FIGHT STORY  NOW.

me.....{rolls eyes} pffft please

STORMBOLT.......LADIES,LADIES....NO ROUGH STUFF AT LEAST NOT WHILE  I DON'T HAVE MY  CAMERA READY
RENEE  WHAT DID YOU BRING.

RENEE.......THE COLESLAW

MANDY.........I ESPECIALLY LIKED MY ROLE...THE LOYAL FRIEND.....THATS JUST THE WAY WE  GET ALONG  THE IDEA OF THE  TWISTER GAME WAS FUN  WE  SHOULD DO THAT AGAIN REAL SOON...AND I GOT TO TEEL THAT CREEP GARY OFF........

me...........  mandy   what did you bring

MANDY.....  I BROUGHT THE PECAN  PIE  AND  THE PLATES  PAPER TOWELS  UNTENSILS...

ME.......  YOU MAKE THE PIE?

MANDY....LOL  NO.....IT'S A WAL-MART DELI SPECIAL HA HA

me  lol..good enough

TIFFANI....MY  CHARACTER WAS  ALOT OF FUN.....THE BEST FRIEND.....I IWSH  SHE WOULD HAVE LET ME KICK  SOME DEMON ASS THOUGH.

JANEY.......HMMM WELL..I'M THE NEXT W.W.E. SUPERSTAR   HA HA .....

KYMM......YEAH   AND I KICKED YOUR ASS..LOL

JANEY.......WELL,YOU WERE NEVER ACTUALLY ABLE TO KICK MY ASS  WHEN WE HAVE FOUGHT

KYMM.....YOUR MEMORY IS FADING JANEY,CAUSE I HAVE

JANEY.....NO,YOU HAV'ENT

KYMM.....I'LL JUST HAVE TO SHOW YOU

JANEY.......ANYTIME......I REALLY WANTED TO KICK RENESS ASS.....FOR STEALING  GARY AWAY

TIFFANI........I  JUST WANTED TO BEAT RENEES ASS

RENEE.......  MAYBE LEXI CAN WRITE IT THAT WAY IN HER NEXT STORY..ONLY WAY  YOU TWO CAN KICK MY ASS

TIFFANI......OHH REALLY

RENEE....YES REALLY

JANEY.......WAIT YOUR TURN TIFFANI..I GET RENEE FIRST

KYMM......WAIT YOUR TURN RENEE I GET JANEY FIRST

JODIE......I BROUGHT   THE REFRESHMENTS......BEER..WINE  AND YEAH LEXI  I KNOW YO DON' DRINK  SO
SKIM MILK FOR YOU  LITTLE BITTY BABY.

me.........trying to be funny? I think we need to  find some time again

JODIE.....I COULD'ENT AGREE MORE

TIFFANI.......OHHH JODIE.....WE ALL KNOW LEXI IS A  PRUDE.......

me.........i'll prude you tiff.......what did you bring

TIFFANI.......THE ROLLS  AND I MADE SOME SWEET TEA    AND IT SEEMS WE NEVER FINISHED OUR LAST FIGHT

JODIE...........I'M SURPRISED  YOUR TITS ARE WELL ENOUGH TO FIGHT AFTER I WAS FNISHED WITH YOU

me.........tiffani...you will be finished  when we tangle again

RENEE.........DON'T WORRY ABOUT  TIFFANI AND JODIE YOU BRAT

me.........who should I be worried about? you  lol

JANEY..........RENEE  YOU SHOULD BE  WORRIED  ABOUT ME

TIFFANI...........AND ME AND JODIE.....I'LL WOUND YOUR TITS  NEXT TIME

JODIE.........WHY DON'T YOU TRY IT

TIFFANI.......I WILL

RENEE.....KICK HER ASS JODIE

JODIE ..I  DON'T NEED  CHEERING FROM YOU RENEE

TIFFANI.IF SHE DOES.IT WLL BE SOMETHING YOU CAN'T DO

RENEE..OHH S THAT SO

TIFFANI..YES THATS SO

KYMM.....SINCE JANEY.....IS INTENT ON DUCKING ME....I'LL JUST HAVE TO CATCH CHON SAH IN THE BARN LOL

JANEY.....I'M NOT DUCKING ANYONE ESPECIALLY YOU

MANDY......KYMM ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT THE BARN CAUSE THAT WHERE SHE LIVES LOL

KYMM......OHHH YOU SO FUNNY MANDY.....IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I GOT MY HANDS IN YOUR HAIR

MANDY...BRING IT  ON

RENEE..JANEY....I'LL KICK YOUR ASS  AFTER I KICK LEXI  AND TIFFANI

JODIE......LEXI..DON'T WORRY  ABOUR RENEE  OR TIFFANI....JUST WORRY  ABOUT ME.

me.........yeah  right  Jodie..i'll lose sleep worrying about you......NOT!!1

JANEY.......LEXI  THE ONLY ONE YOU SHOULD WORRY ABOUT IS ME....WEN I GET YOU BACK IN THE RING
RENEE I JUST HOPE  YOU  DO TRY IT

me......i'll treat you worse than kymm did....

JANEY......LIKE YOUR ABLE

me...ohh i'm able

KYMM....MANDY....I'LL TAKE YOU AND  CHON SHA....SHAKING MY HAIR BACK

MANDY.....KYMM..YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO  GET OUT OF BED  IF WE FIGHT.LET ALONG FIGHT LEXI TO

JODIE....YES  LEXI.YOU SHOULD FIGHT SOMEONE YOU CAN BEAT LIKE JANEY,RENEE,OR TIFFANI..

me......you left your self out of that equation

TIFFANI.....equation..like you know what an equation is

me.......i'm surprised you know what 2+2 is blonde girl

JODIE....I DID'ENT LEAVE MYSELF OUT OF ANYTHING

JANEY.....SHE WOULD HAVE AN EASIER TIME BEATING YOU THAN ME JODIE.YOU MARSHMELLOW

JODIE.......MARSHMELLOW

JANEY..YEP

JODIE......HOW EMBARRASSED YOU'LL BE WHEN THS MARSHMELLOW KICKS YOUR ASS

TIFFANI.....WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND IMPROVE  YOR 4TH GRADE EDUCATION BAMA GIRL LOL

me..........   why don't you go have  your teeth fixed  snaggle puss

RENEE....LOL

TIFFANI  WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT THUNDER THIGHS

RENEE..AT YOU HIPPO BUTT

me.......  so cute  blonde girls  in a spat.....if only they knew how to fight

KYMM......WE ALL KNOW BLONDES CAN'T FIGHT  LEXI

TIFFANI.....WE ALL KNOW YOU CAN'T FIGHT KYMM

RENEE..FINALLY TIFFANI MAKES SOME  SENSE....AND LEXI BEAT YOR ASS ENOUGH TIMES

TIFFANI.....FINALLY RENEE IS MAKING SOME SENSE

KYMM......TWO MORE   TO ADD TO MY LIST

MANDY.....YES KYMM THATS SMART....FIGHT  SOMEONE YOU CAN BEAT

KYMM....I CAN BEAT YOU EASY ENOUGH

JANEY... THE ONE I WANT THE MOST IS LEXI
TIFFANI...OHHH ME    TO
RENEE.....YOU GOT THAT RIGHT
JODIE.....SHE IS FUN TO BEAT
MANDY......NO ONE BEATS UP POOH BEAR BEFORE I DO
KYMM.........I'LL MOP UP THE FLOOR WITH HER HAIR

me.............ohhh you bunch of silly bitches......

STORMBOLT...........NO ONE BEATS UP ANYONE UNTILL AFTER DINNER..AND I HAVE MY CAM CORDER READY
KYMM...LOOK..STORMS  GETTING A BULGE JUST THINKING ABOUT IT....REMEBER LEXI IS THE JUNK CRUSHER
STORMBOLT......EEEEKKKK!!1

everyone laughs

dinner is served  on the long picnc table

stormbolt     the  griller
me........the  potato salad  and deviled eggs
renee..the coleslaw
mandy....the desert and  utensils
janey......the  corn  and bean salad
tiffani......the baked beans ,tea  ,and bread
Jodie.....the   refreshments

its  a  delicious    dinner......I stand raising my  styofoam  cup....a toast to all of you for letting me write yo in my story    a big thank you....now  lets  finish this par-tay!!!!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=XiBYM6g8Tck

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LEXI .... BIG thumbs up!!   APPLAUSE   APPLAUSE  ...

Finishing with catfighting of course.... GLAD nice things finally began happening for Lexi ...  TOTAL kudos.. as anyone. That has taken the time to read. Will see the writer honestly put a piece of herself into this.

Whether this style of story your liking or not. The heart and realness put into it. By the author Lexibabe. Deserves to be awarded a well done.
Lexi .. Hope you ALWAYS feel you have people that love and care about you!! You have been through some tough times recent years.
THIS just shows what some of us already knew.
You are a very special, and wonderful lady.

Thanks for using me, and not having me drag my knuckles when I speak or anything like that.. LOL 

WELL DONE LEXI!!

Storm