I had only been waiting for a couple of minutes when I see you appear, walking toward me, with what seems to be again that natural confidence screaming look at me! I feel my body become tense as I slowly walk to meet you. With each step I’m becoming more nervous, not really believing what I’m about to do…but at the same time feeling my adrenaline build.
As we meet face to face, the sun is just beginning to rise over the ocean in the background, the waves crash on the shore and the warm ocean breeze blows, providing a calming backdrop that’s completely at odds with what is about to happen.
My fists clench as I look directly into your eyes, surely conveying what’s now a white hot anger pulsing through me….just waiting for you, almost daring you to make the first move…”last chance to back out, hun”…I say quietly to you…partially thinking that to myself as well…I can now feel your breath on mine as our bodies almost touch…