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{Mandy and I spent the rest of the afternoon  riding around  stping at a few more area stores then spending time at the park  enjoying the views of the lake...my mind was still on  renee I wonder what the bitch had meant.
was she the one that had sent me the message about gary? How could she know about me and gary?She could have seen my messages to him  or heard the messages on his answering machine.
We had a fiht s few years ago over a different guy.Is she trying to push me into another fight?And what about gary
I told him what had happened why would he do this to me?I'll  stop by  his place   in a couple of days  to talk wit him.The afternoon speed by to fast,spending time with mandy is always fun, I drove home,,  pistachio greeted us
in her usual sweet style...I made some spaghetti for dinner..afterwards  we spent time on the computer.}

MANDY....."LEXIDO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR OLD TWISTER GAME?

me,.........   yeah,it's in the closet..why?

MANDY......"OHHHHI WAS JUST THINKING,,I PLAY IT SOMETIMES WITH THE GIRLS IN MY DORM.I REMEBER HOW FUM IT WAS WHEN WE PLAYED"

me........smiling,yeah we did  have  fun...

MANDY....."DO YOU WANT TO PLAY? BE SOMETHING FUN AND DIFFERENT"

me............sure,,,i'll go get it...{I rummage in the closet finding the game,it had been a long time sine I played it}
bringingit into the living room...I set the game up

MANDY......."THIS WILL BE FUN,,UMMM DO YOU WANT TO PLAY IN OUR NIGHTIES.SPICE IT UP A LITTLE"

me,,,,,,sounds fun to me...{mandy goes into the spare room to change  ,coming back in her red teddy bear
 I admit that she looks hot,,  I go into my bedroom changing into my black teddy bear....}

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{I put some  music on turning it just loud enough to  drift through the apartment..mandy starts the game off>}


MANDY....."LEFT HAND  RED 13"  {on her all four  mandy reaches her left hand to 13}

me..............right hand yellow 16{on my all fours   I reach over mandy my right hand on red 16}

MANDY   ..   "  LEFT FOOT   RED 11"  {MANDY SLIDES HER LEFT FOOT UNDER ME TO RED 11}

me...........left hand blue 17  ,I strain reaching over mandy   placing my right hand on blue 17

{pistachio runs onto the game board curious as to what we are doing}

MANDY........"RIGHT FOOT  GREEN 9" {arching her body up a bit stretching her foot out to touch green 9.her back brushing my chest..causing us both to giggle}

me.......left foot red 12..{stretching my right lg backwards my foot barely on the color,having to right hand to brace on her back to keep from falling on her then placing my hand back on the color}

MANDY...RIGHT HAND  YELLOW 11...{SHE STRAINS TO PLACE HER RIGHT HAND ON ELEVEN..SRETECHED AT AN AWKARD ANGEL}

me  ..right foot blue   15....I try to slip my leg past mandy.trying to keep my body arched over her.i lose my balance  collapsing on top...we go down in a heap giggling....

MANDY     ."I WIN STICKING HER TONGUE OUT AT ME"

me..........ohhh..i'm on top smiling poking her in the ribs with my finger

MANDY.."HEY,STOP IT SMILING"

me...ohhh,you don't like it.smiling,try and make me..now  tickling her with my fingers

{MANDY TWIST AND BUCKS UNDER ME,WE START WRESTLING AROUND,BOTH LAUGHING  AS WE EACH GET THE UPPER HAND...THE FLIMSY TEDDY BEARS BARELY STAYING ON..WE TAKE TURNS ROLLING ON TOP.TICKLING EACH OTHER...OUR GIGGLING FILLS THE ROOM...I ROLL ON TOP GRABING MANDY'S WRIST  TRYING TO HOLD HER DOWN..OUR MOVEMENTS STOPS AS WE CATCH OUR BREATH....}

me.....had enough? I gasp out

MANDY......"SMILING UP AT ME,,YEAH  BABES I HAVE..."   {she lifts her head kissing my cheek}   I'M GLAD I CAME  IT HAS BEEN SUCH A FUN DAY"

me ......a little surprised by the kiss...I smile back at her,,yes it has been...{kiss her on the cheek}

{ I fill a small weight jump on my back,pistachio  her purr ver loud rubs her head on my cheek..then looks down at mandy with her bright green eyes...as if to say "ha I pined both of you"  then she curls up on my back ready to take a nap...we finally untangle  putting the game away  spending the rest of the night watching movies and playing with pistachio.....it had been a very fun day   ...

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CHAPTER 5........                  HAVING A LIGHT BREAKF  AN OLD FRIEND...CONFRONTATIONS

[ SCENE....... APARTMENT LIVING ROOM....MORNING...MANDY AND I AWOKE EARLIER THAN USUAL
SHARING  SOME MEMORIES   .WATCHING THE EARLY MORNING TV SHOWS  HAVING A LIGHT BREAKFAST
SOME CEREAL....}

MANDY...... "WHAT  ARE YOUR PLANS  TODAY"?I PROMISED ANOTHER GIRL THAT I WOULD  VISIT WITH HER TODAY.
me............. well...I have to go out pay some bills and stop at the store..and i'm meeting janey..she is in town for the weekend  ,don't forget we  can have tickets for her show tomarrow night,,,what time will you be back .
MANDY...."COOL  I'M LOOKING FOWARDS TO SEEING JANEY AGAIN..AND HER SHOW  WILL BE  HOT,JANEY CAN KICK ASS....I MAY SPEND THE NIGHT ATJACKIES   ILL CALL YOU IF I DO.."

me.....o.k babes  have fun  see you later or tomarrow

[WE HUG AND MANDY  LEAVES.....LOOKING AT PISTACHIO WELL IT'S JUST "WE USES"   I SEND JANEY AN E-MAIL THAT I'LL BE AT THE HOTEL  AROUND 1...THEN I READ MY E-MAILS   ANOTHER MESSAGE  }

"  FORGET ABOUT GARY,HE IS'ENT INTERESTED   OR WANT YOU ANYMORE  LOSER BITCH..HE IS WITH ME NOW
WE FUCKED ALL NIGHT  LAST NIGHT.....WHY DON'T YOU DROP DEAD OR SOMETHING"

{my eyes are glued to the message reading it over and over.......I feel like crying....then anger takes over
no,no,no,i tell myself,,i'm not going through this again...i'll have a chat with  gary  and if that how he wants it
fine!!!!......I leave my apartment  to do my errands...my mind stuck on that message.....no it's really not fine
why is this happening to me  first with david a few years ago..now apparantley its starting all over again with gary.
why? what gives them the right to treat me this way,,what have I done.i finish my errands then drive to the hotel to mmeet janey......

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{the drive to the hotel takes a little longer than anticipated  traffic  was a bitch.  I walk through the lobby of the hotel to the front desk.The clerk rings janey's room   after a few minutes  she hangs up the phone..you may go
up miss  3rd floor room 312...I thank the clerk  walk to the elevator   taking the short ride up to the floor then find room 312..buzzing the room after a few seconds the door opens...

JANEY..{SMILING}."LEXI,,SO GOOD TO SEE YOU..COME ON IN 

{I walk into the room  hugging janey..looking around  a rather large area  .the kitchen and bar to the left as I walk in ..a large liing room with typical hotel  furniture   ..across the room sliding doors leading out to a balcony
curving around to the right an open door leading to the bedroom...there is a slender  bald man sitting on the couch
with a blonde girl....the girl has a muscular build of a wrestler.}

me...I did'ent know that you would be busy.hope that i'm not intruding.i can come back a little later

JANEY.....'OHH NO DEAR,YOUR NOT INTRUDING AT ALL..THIS IS SCOTTI...THE PROMOTER{my boss} for our company  and this is  AMANDA..I'LL BE FIGHTING HER IN MY MATCH.WE WERE JUST FINISHING GOING OVER THE MATCH FOR THE SHOW.SCOTTI,AMANDA.THIS IS LEXI    {they both rise  and we shake hands  bothe seem to be ver y nice...all of us exchange  some small talk....after another 20  30 minutes  scotti and Amanda rise to leave.}

SCOTTI....."LEXI VERY NICE TO MEET YOU,,JANEY WE'LL SEE YOU A LITTLE LATER  AT THE STATION

AMANDA....{SMILES"   "} NICE TO HAVE MEET YOU

me.........nice meeting ya'll   to

{scotti,and Amanda  leave the room,,}

me........they  seem very nice

JANEY....".OHHH THEY ARE  SCOTTI HAS ALWAYS BEEN VERY FAIR.WITH ME AND THE OTHER WRESTLERS"
AND AMANDA  IS A REALLY SWEET GIRL...I'LL BE WRESTLING HER THIS WEEKEND FOR THE TITLE"

me........she looks tough,she could break me in two ha ha

JANEY...."
.NAH,SHE'S GENTLE AS A KITTEN...WE HAVE BEEN HAVING A FEUD..SHE PLAYS THE VILLIANESS
CHALLENGING ME FOR MY TITLE WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL FIGHTS BUT I'VE BEEN ABLE TO FEND HER OFF
LET YOU  IN ON A LITTLE SECRET....THIS IS THE FIGHT I LOSE....WE WERE JUST GOING OVER A FEW THINGS
BUT DON'T TELL ANYONE..IT'S A  SECRET"

me......why are you going to lose..does'ent seem fair

JANEY..OOHHH HONEY EVERYTHING IS SCRIPTED...WE JUST HAVE TO PREFORM THE MOVES,HOPEFULLY WITHOUT GETTING HURT"

me..well I knew things were scripted..but.....

JANEY...AMANDA IS THE NEW GIRL,VERY POPULAR EVEN THOUGH SHE PLAYS THE HEEL,AND PLAYS IT VERY WELL....OHHHH AND I WON;T BE STAYINNG WITH THE COMPANY VERY MUCH LONGER IN FACT THIS WILL BE MY LAST FIGHT FOR THEM"

me.....why?

JANEY..{BEAMING HER SMILE LIGHTS UP THE ROOM"}  BABY..I'LL BE JOINING THE  W.W.E....I'LL MAKE MY  DAYVIEW IN ABOUT 3 WEEKS....I SIGNED A 5 YEAR CONTRACT WITH THE MCMAHANS

me......o.m.g congratulations....i'm so happy for you..this is really amazing...I know how hard you worked for this 
i'm really happy for you

JANEY ...."

.THANK YOU.....IT'S A RISK...I DON'T KNOW  HOW I WILL BE ACCEPTED   BY THE FANS"

me.......ohhh babes  don't worry about that. your going to be a star..have you meet any of the wrestlers

JANEY......."THANK YOU......NO  JUST THE MCMAHAN'S   OHHH I DID MEET  TRIPLE HHH...THEY ARE ALL REALLY NICE   EVEN  VINCE{LOL}....IV'E LWAYS HEARD THAT THEY TREAT ALL THEIR WRESTLERS VERY WELL..BUT I WILL MISS WORKING FOR SCOTTI  AND ALL THE GUYS AND GIRLS  IN OUR COMPANY."

me......yeah...making a change can be hard to do. I know   a star   a tv personality

JANEY......DON'T GET ME WRONG,,I'M EXCITED   THE W.W.E. IS BIG TIME SOMETHING IVE ALWAYS WANTED
MORE  MONEY,MORE FAME........AND OHHH MY PERSONA WILL..BE   THE JUNGLE CAT.LOL"

me........sharpen those claws

JANEY,,"I WILL,,OHHH DO YOU HAVE TIME FOR LUNCH"

me.......sure  if you  do

JANEY.......I DO, I HAVE TO BE AT THE RADIO STATION  TO DO SOME PUBLICITY FOR OUR MATCHES THIS WEEKEND..BUT WE HAVE TIME.  OHHH ARE YOU COMING TO THE SHOW"

me..........yes I wouldent miss it..and   some of the other girls to....mandy,tiffani,,kymm,and Jodie

JANEY......GETTING THE OLD GROUP TOGEATHER,,CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF THEM AGAIN....I CAN GET TICKETS FOR EVERYONE..THE COMPANY PROVIDES US WITH EXTRA TICKETS FOR FAMILY,OR FRIENDS IN A CITY WE WILL BE IN....I CAN HAVE THEM SENT TO YOU TOMARROW"

me......cool....it wil be a lot of fun.....I know  a nice little restraint just down the street we can walk there if your ready.

JANEY....."OK..I'M READY..LET'S GO}

{we walk  the short distance to the restraunt  chating  remembering old times...the one time I made the mistake
of getting in the ring with janey....for a demonstration of some moves  I learned a few moves and holds  and got my ass kicked as well..........it had been a fun dinner taking my mind  off the e-mail......but after janey left
a sense of dread  crept over me     I was going over to gary;s  he was going to have to answer some questions
I can't shake the feeling that I;ve been down this road before.....

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after the lunch with janey..we hug and say goodbye...promising to chat  after the wrestling show
I walk to my car   then drive oveur to gary's house  it takes about 30 minutes..my imagination is racing
the worse case scenes flash through my mind..what would I do   if what I suspected was true
how would I handle it  if  I had to go through this  all again  . I  turn into gary;s drive way
seeing his red dodge ram truck...and another car...a black Nissan  that I did'ent recognize.
I sit in the car telling myself to just leave...no...feeling some anger building in me..it's time I find out now
rather than not know..i step from my car walking to the house  a large  single story ranch.

I reach to push the doorbell ,pullback.then reach again pushing the button..no answer...I push it again
still no answer.i turn to leave  when..gary opens  the door.....he looks surprised  and embarrassed wearing a pair of jeans that were unbuckled   and a shirt  opened
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GARY...LEX..LEXI  HI..UMMM I WAS'ENT EXPECTING YOU....{he blushes looking around nerviously}

me......{steping inside}  yeah  i know,but we hav'ent seen each othet much lately,,iv'e been missing you

GARY.......UMM,YEAH.I'M SORRY ABOUT THAT ,BEEN REALLY BUSY   WITH WORK..I HAV'ENT HAD MUCH TIME"

me......... well I can understand about work    but..if your free  we can catchup...spend the night togeather

GARY...........WELL..UMMM..SEE..I WOULD LOVE TO  BUT I UMMM,,I CAN'T I HAVE UMM GO OUT,I WAS JUST GETTNG READY TO LEAVE..{he  is blushing a bright red looking nervous I can tell he is lying  the dread  washing over me  my worse suspicions were coming through}

me.......gary are you seeing anyone else cause  ive been getting these strange messages,,from someone.seemingly  indicating that you are.

{no answer  he just stands there  stammering...then t he other voice from behind us,the sound causes me to jump
I recognize the voice  turn  and see her it's renee..my eyes bulge  m mouth falling open  a gasp escaping my lips}

RENEE..{wearing a white tank top  and panties is standing just inside the doorway  to the bedroom}  LOL,DON'T LOOK SO SURPRISED..I SENT YOU THOSE MESSAGES...AND I AS MUCH TOLD YOU YESTERDAY AT THE MALL.
OR ARE YOU JUST SO STUPID THAT YOU COULD'ENT FIGURE IT OUT...OHHH I KNOW WHAT YOU THOUGHT" I'M LEXI   EVERY GUY WANTS ME" LOL  WHAT A JOKE   , WELL WE BOTH KNOW THAT'S A LIE..GARY DOES'ENT HAVE TIME FOR YOU TONIGHT ...WE HAVE PLANS,WHY DON'T YOU GET OUT..TELL HER GARY.{she walks to gary catching his arm smirking at me}

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me.....I can only stand there...like a mannequin...my eyes watering  a combination of hurt and shock
finally, i'm  able  to force words  out..gar....gary..how could you do this to me? knowing everything I went through before?

GARY...."YOU WERE JUST NEVER THERE  ENOUGH,,,,I ALWAYS FELT THAT NO MATTER WHAT I COULD NEVER
EARN YOUR TRUST...

me.....what...... I was always there    .....and it seems that I had good reasons  not to trust you howlong has this been going on?

GARY... "A COUPLE OF MONTH;S"

me....{starting to get angry}.....you mean that while you were sleeping with me,lying to me.you were spending time with this,this,,,bitch.........ohh gwd   how did I not recognize it....after last time I should have seen it

RENEE......"GARY WANT'S A WOMAN,,,,NOT A GIRL"

me....shut the fuck up  bitch.....this is between me a nd gary  your just a side show

RENEE..."ME  A SIDE SHOW.... DON'T THINK SO  WHORE   ,WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS AGAIN  AND SHOW YOU UP FOR WHAT YOYOUU ARE..A WEAK  BITCH

me...that's funny  you calling me a whore.....and bitch the next time your kick my ass it will be the first time

RENEE.."OHHH REALLY,,GUESS YOU CAN'T REMEBER LAST TIME WE HAD A FIGHT"

me........yeah really,,,,my memory is just fine

RENEE......"STEPING CLOSER,,,THEN SWINGS A RIGHT HANDED SLAP AT MY FACE,,,,,I OWED YOU THAT}

{caught by surprise renee's slap  snaps my head to  the side.causing me to stumble back a step,,i turn facing her
my cheek  stinging  I look at gary..he has a look of both surprise   and pleasure on his face,,,renee with a smirk on her face,it's more than I can take...We go for each other swinging slaps and punches in a flurry...the sounds of flesh being hit  our squeals of pain and anger fill the room...changing tactics  we go for each others hair riping and pulling   cussing and exchanging threats at each other.

We stumble around the room   our bodies slaping togeather   banging into furniture.pulling hair...punching,slaping
we fall to the floor taking turns rolling on top...the sound of clothes riping  .I break free  getting back to my kicking at renee,once,twice,three times.Then I feel  hands on my arms  pulling me away.

GARY.....LEXI  STOP IT..ENOUGH  BOTH OF YOU STOP IT.

{he pulls me backwards   I stumble and fall....exhausted my body hurting   tears flowing down my cheeks
I get to my feet   gary  helping renee to her feet   consoling her.....as she sobs   ,he leads her to the couch
sitting beside her... then gets up walking to me.}

GARY.....LEXI....YOU SHOULD GO   ...LEAVE...I'M SORRY THAT I LET THINGS GO THIS FAR..I'M SORRY FOR ALL THIS....BUT THINGS ARE OVER BETWEEN US. Ahe is'ent sorryRE YOU ALRIGHT?"

me.....[thinking he's lying..he is'ent sorry for anything  from the stupid look on his face and the bulge in his pants
he loved watching me and renee fight. I feel guilty that I fought with renee over this  asshole...I walk closer  reaching out grabing his shirt  holding him closer  then slam my right knee  once,twice three,times hard as I can
into the bulge in his pants..Gary's eyes bulge..a whimper escapes his lips  spittle forms at the coner of his mouth
GARY,drops  to his knees eyes wide with surprise  and pain...fucking bitch  he squeaks out....I draw back my right hand swinging a slap to the side of his face  making my wrist hurt...the loud SMACK! resounds in the room
you   bet it's over between us   asssshole looking at renee congratulations honey  you won him.

I turn and walk out of the house,then run to my car locking the door,i look at myself in the rear view mirror
my face stained with tears  my hair torn  and a mess..my chheks red and sore...I start to cry uncontrollably
minutes pass   I finally able to gather myself....start the car  and drive home...

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CHAPTER 6........                     A  FUN NIGHT OUT.... SAD NEWS

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CHAPTER 6............ONE LAST FUN NIGHT .

{I drove home  my heart beating so fast it fealt like it may burst through my chest.Every part of my body  hurt
my face streaked with tears and make up....By some miracle  I made it home safe ,walking as fat a I can rom  the car to my apartment  hoping that no one see's me  I fumble the with the keys  unlocking the door.going inside.
Pistachio rubs against my legs   s I walk to the couch sittindown.the little cat jumps in my lap.

I don't know  how long I set  there...my mind going over and over the what happened  me and renee  had
our problems  but never did I expect to get into another fight with her..even  with what happened at the doctor's office...And gary...why..why would he do this to me...He knew everything  that I had been through..before
He made me able to trust to care for someone again   maybe  it's me     maybe i'm just not good enough for anyone.

I finally make myself move,wish I had'ent my body roars in pain   ,I feed pistachio....i'm hungry  but I don't feel like eating...so I fix a glass of juice instead  taking a couple of Tylenol  fro my aching body...I don't even take time to shower..i just strip to my bra and panties  droping into bed..

it's a restless sleep  i toss and turn   bits and pieces   of my past invading my dreams fun times with david then gary  both telling me how much they cared for me........while standing beside other girls  their faces  changing into something  evil   i look at m wrist  blood is flowing from ugly slahes  the sheets are soaked  red i jerk awake  looking at my wrist  it's just a dream

falling back to sleep    more pleasant dream ..i dream of mama  and daddy  grannie maw is there it's the most perfect day ever.I look away for a moment  then turn back to them,but they are gone   i'm all alone
i look around   then realize that i am back  on the dirt road.....the woods surrounding me...i spin around
stoping  suddenly standing right in front of me are   angie,her aunt,and renee....they talk in unison ["ain't no running,ain't no going back when you meet in the middle of the paw-paw patch"}droping to my knees i scream

i awake  with a gasp.....only a dream...i lay still the early morning sun  beaming through the curtains
i finally stir  rollig out of bed  my body sore...walking into the bathroom  look into the mirror
ughh...my hair    using my hands i brush it back owwww  i can see  where i had been bleeding  rembering
renee's nails raking my scalp...my right cheek bruised and  swollen left cheek red and sore..bruises on my chin and neck.....my srms are some i can barely raise them  my whole body hurts.I  can only hope that renee
looks and feels just as bad. and  gary   i hope that he won't be getting his cock up anytime soon.that thought makes me smile.

Pistachio jumps up on he sink  counter  looking in the mirror,then up at me..purring arching her back
"meow>her big green eyes beaming...she seem to be saying   {you stll look great"],or  {i'm hungry where's breakfast"}  probably the later...I  take a long shower letting the warm water caress and massage my body
I dress then walk into the living room turning the tv on.then walk into the kitchen  feeding the little cat
then making some breakfast.

Walking back to the living room turning on my answering machine  first message.

beep....it's gary   "lexi  we have to talk...i'm sorry'"   {fuck you i answer}

beep...second message...it's mandy   "hi pooh bear  decided to stay with Jackie,i'll see you around noon,looking forwards to  going to the matches tonight..bye" {matches   what matches? ohhhh janey;s   matches it had sliped my mind.

beep.....third message..It's storm...."hi lexi   i found some  information about  angie...it is'ent good... call me when you can

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I had almost  forgot about  going out to watch janey's  fight,i really don't feel like going out and consider  cancelling,But  I can't bring myself to do that to janey.So  I contact   kymm,tiffani,and Jodie  and make  time to meet  then drive to the arena..filling them in on the fight with renee and gary.Kymm and T iffani would be ready
unfortunately  Jodie had to cancel...she insisted that we all come over to her house in a couple nights for a  girls night out.

I spend the rest of the morning relaxing on the couch  watching some tv  playing with pistachio, Mandy arrives
a little past eleven....we hug  and walk into the living room'

MANDY...."SHITTTT..POOH  BEAR   WHAT HAPPENED "
 me...........{ sitting down on the  couch}    well I went over to gary;s last night after my lunch with  janey
I had got some strange e-mails     I wanted to ask him about them

MANDY...."E-MAILS,,WHAT KIND OF E-MAILS"

me....from someone  suggesting that he was seeing someone else..so anyway I went to talk with him about them
you know what I went through before....I got there  another car was in the drive way....when he answered the door  he was umm surprised    disheaveled.....we start talking and renee walks out of the bedroom

MANDY.........."RENEE?   DID'ENT YOU TWO HAVE A FIGHT A FEW YEARS AGO   OVER SOME GUY"

me.............yes we did.......not just over a guy there was other stuff,.so anyway  we spout off at each other
she slaps me  and we start fighting...

MANDY........."WHAT DID GARY DO DID HE TRY TO STOP IT"?
 me................no..not at first I think he enjoyed it watching us fight ,h did break us up pulling me away causing me to fall...Then he amitted that he had been sleeping with renee for a few months  .

MANDY............   "THE TURD,I WOULD HAVE KICKED HIS ASS"

me...............well I did  kind of  I crushed his cock a few times with my knee,and slaped him harder than ive ever slaped any one.

MANDY...."GOOD FOR YOU BABES"

me..........I don't know this is the second time it's happened to me...I gave my heart  and this is how it ends  I get hurt..maybe it's me.....maybe I do something wrong{sobs}

MANDY........"LEXI,LISTEN TO ME,,IT'S NOT YOU....YOUR A BEAUTIFUL  SEXY  SWEET WOMAN...ANY GUY  OR GIRL FOR THAT MATTER WILL BE LUCKY TO BE WITH YOU......THERE ARE ALOT OF FISH IN THE SEA..YOU HAVE JUST BEEN UNLUCKY  HOOKING A COUPLE OF DOUCHE BAGS......BETTER YOU FIND OUT NOW  THEN LATER.

me........I guess your right....wish janey's fight was another night....I really don't want to go out looking like this
maybe ya'll can  go with out me.

MANDY...."LOOKING LIKE WHAT"?

me.......like I been hit by a bus

MANDY......"ARE YOU KIDDING?  IT'S BAD ASS"

me.......lol

MANDY...."I'M PRETTY GOOD AT MAKEUP...I CAN HELP  COVER THEM UP..IT WILL BE FUN"

me..........ok....i'll make us  some coffee

MANDY.."A COKE WILL BE FINE WITH ME"

me....ok {walks into the kitchen  getting the soda's  the phone rings}mandy will you get that hon mandy answers the phone}

MANDY..."HELLO....YEAH SHE'S  HERE   ,,WHO IS THIS....OHHH...LEXI;;IT'S GARY  SAY'S HE WANTS TO TALK"

me.......shakes my head no....

MANDY;;;"SHE DOES'ENT WANT TO TALK TO YOU,,,NO I DON'T THINK IT'S A GOOD IDEA THAT YOU COME OVER
HE SAYS THAT HE IS SORRY.....WANTS TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY{flips my middle finger,mandy smiles} SHE SAYS  FUCK YOU.....WHAT?  WHO AM I?    I'M POOH BEARS  BODY GUARD   YOUR WORSE NIGHT MARE......WHAT..NO  I'M NOT LETTING HER TALK........YEAH WE ALL KNOW YOUR  SORRY....I MAY BE A BITCH YOUR A DOUCHE BAG....YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE    NO  I'M NOT LETTING HER TALK   ,IF I EVER FIND OUT THAT SHE TRIES TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN  I'LL KICK HER ASS{winks at me}   WHY DON'T YOU GO POKE RENEE  THAT IS IF YOU CAN STILL GET YOUR DINKY UP AND LEAVE HER ALONE.......RIGHT BACK AT YA  DIRTBAG{hangs up the phone}   WHAT A PIECE OF  WORK.......YOUR MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM"

me.....thanks babes   

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We finish  our soda's    chating   about everything   guy's  ,girl's    .I get my  make up kit  out  and mandy
starts applying   the material  trying to cover  the bruises  and scratches..she is gentle but even the delicate brushes  make  me cringe...

MANDY...WELL BABES   THAT'S ABOUT AS GOOD AS  WE CAN DO   WiTHOUT MAKING YOU LOOK LKE SOMETHNG AT A MORTUARY.....WHAT DO YOU THINK?

me   ...looking in the mirror   some of the discoloriZation still shows  some  but it is had to notice unless
anyone just stares at me...I nod my head   it looks better   thank you{I finish getting ready  to leave
after spending a little more time at the apartment  we  leave  ..driving to kymm;s   to meet her and tiffani
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KYMM.......HEY.CHON SAH  {WALKING AND GVING ME A HUG}  HOW ARE YOU FEELING?

me...........i'm ok  anjo.....still sore    buti;ll be fine

KYMM......I WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK ON THAT ASSHOLES FACE  WHEN YOU CRUSHED HIS  JUNK LOL

me...........smiles

MANDY......HE CALLED  HER APARTMENT EARLIER   

KYMM.......GOD  LEXI YOU DID;ENT TALK TO HIM DID YOU

MANDY........NO...I DID......WHAT A PIECE OF WORK,TALKING ABOUT  HOW  SORRY HE WAS

KYMM.......SORRY,MY ASS....HE'S SORRY THAT HE GOT FOUND OUT.I WISH I COULD GIVE HIM A PIECE OF MY MIND.

me.........mandy did a pretty good job of that

KYMM...LOL

TIFFANI...{HUGGING ME}  I'M GLAD   THAT YOU BEAT RENEE'S ASS . WISH THAT IT HAD BEEN ME THAT  DID IT
BABES   NO MATTER WHAT THIS GUY SAYS   DON'T BELIEVE HIM   DON'T EVEN TALK TO HIM  AGAIN   O.K?

me.......ohhhh believe me...i'm not  going to have anything to do  with him again  ever!!!!

{we finish getting ready  and leave  driving to the arena    talking laughing   gossiping   }

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{The four of us  leave  kymm's  apartment  for the arena   we arrive  early..I talk with the girl at the box office
explaining that   janey had arranged for our tickets,she made a phone call  about 20 minutes  later  a guy with te promotion arrives with our tickets.There were 5  I explained that we only needed 4.  Janey had wanted to talk to me back stage   so I give kymm,tifani and mandy their tickets and we arrange to meet in the restraint.
I follow  backstage  to  janey's dressing room...the door opens  janey is sitting in a chair  lookingthrough some papers..The room is large but simple   a couch  a chair in the center   againt one wall a long table   with a mirror running the length across the top of it...along the back wall  were some lockers just to the left of the lockers an opening leading to another room   the dressing room  or showers I guess...Jney is wearing a pair of jeans  and blouse red blouse  and a pair of sneakers  looking up  she smiles.}

JANEY,,,"HIII..YOU MADE IT..DID YOU GET THE TICKETS  ALRIGHT?",{she gets up walking to me  we hug}

me........yes  I did    but Jodie could'ent make it  it's me  ,kymm,tiffani  and mandy

JANEY......"SORRY THAT JODIE IS'ENT HERE I WAS LOOKING FOWARDS TO SEEING EVERYONE"

me...............well,we are all going to meet at her house tomarrow night   for a girls night out..hope you can make it.
 JANEY..........."I WILL LOVE TO  AFTER TONIGHT   I'M FINISHED WITH THE COMPANY  I 'LL HAVE ONE MORE  TELEVISION APPEARANCE  KIND OF A FAREWELL  THAT IS'ENT UNTILL LATER IN THE WEEK  SO I'LL HAVE TIME.

me...........cool.........so what is  that{pointing at the papers in her hand}

JANEY..........OHH,THIS IS THE PROGRAM FOR THE SHOW TONIGHT...WHEN EACH MATCH BEGINS,THE SCRIPT
THE SCRIPT FOR MY FIGHT.......I'M TO LOSE  GIVING UP MY TITLE...THEY DON'T WANT ME TO LEAVE WITH THEIR CHAMPIONSHIP.

me........that's to bad..you should be able to go out on top...could you really beat this girl    Amanda  she looks strong.

JANEY......WELL  ALL THE MATCHES  ARE ALWAYS PREDETERMINED...BUT I TRAIN WITH  AMANDA  SHE IS GOOD  BUT YOUNG     I BEAT HER EVERYTIME IN OUR PRACTICES.....YOU KNOW  IT IRKS ME  THAT THEY WANT ME TO LOSE  AFTER EVERYTHING IV'E DONE   FOR THEM."

me.....well do you have to follow the script

JANEY......I'M REALLY CONSIDERING NOT TO,,MAYBE FOLLOW IT TO A POINT  ,THEN MAKING MY CHANGES  LOL
WHAT DO YOU THINK LEXI,DO YOU THINK I SHOULD.

me......why not...what will they do  fire  you.

JANEY...LOL...ALRIGHT  HON  I HAVE TO START GETTING READY     ILL SEE EVERYONE  AFTER THE MATCHES  ENJOY THE  SHOW."

{WE  HUG AGAIN....ONE OF THE STAGE HANDS  LEADS ME BACK OUT  AND TO THE RESTRAUNT,,,FINDING THE GIRLS   WE WALK TO A TABLE ORDERING  SOME DINNER....THEN ENTER THE ARENA    THE PLACE IS FILLING UP FAST...AFTER A FEW MINUTES WE FIND  OUR SEATS  THEY ARE PERFECT   JUST A  FEW ROWS AWAy FROM RINGSIDE .}

{the matches begin   entrance music blairs ove  the p.a  system    the first three matches  are all even back and forth  fights....they may be scripted  but it looks real enough to me..Finally the fourth match is set to begin
the ring announcer  climbs through the  ropes  microphone in hand the next  fight is for the ladies  championship
introducing first    weighing in  at 140   pounds    AMANDA----THE KNOCKOUT .the music blairs  the crowd roars
the blonde Amanda     walks to the ring   wearing a black sports  bra  and  bike shorts with  wrestling boots.the fans  cheering wildly...she climbs through the ropes.

me......[thinking she does look strong}
KYMM.{LEANING ACROSS HER SEAT....."SHE LOOKS TOUGH HOPE JANEY CAN TAKE HER"
TIFFANI..{YOU DO KNOW THIS IS  FAKE DON'T YOU"
KYMM......"WHAT"/
MANDY......"JANEY TAKES HER EASY PEASY"

{the ring announcer  and now weighing in   at 127      from Washington  d.c    lets welcome   the world ladies   champion      MISS.LIBERTY      JANEY......music blairs   the crowd  erupts   as janey  walks to the ring   holding her belt high  slaping hands with fans.......she climbs into the ring handing the belt to the ref..then climbs the ring ropes  encouraging more wild cheers.  the ladies meet in the center of the ring  rules are explained..the ladies move to their coners.......janey never looked better wearing a red,white,and blue on e pice  bikini..the nbelll rings the fight starts}

{Janey  gets the upper hand  at first   landing some chops  to the girls chest then throwing her in the coner,landing some knees to her stomach..I winch with each chop and knee janey lands   rembering the two times  I spared with her   she threw me around the ring like a Barbie  doll.
The Amanda girl fights back   taking the upper hand  taking janey to the mat  stomping and kicking her.It's obvious that janey is the more skilled of the two.

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{ the fight goes back and forth  spilling out of then back into the ring.both taking and keeping the upper hand
sometimes looking like a street fight  then a catfight when they attack each others hair...I winch remembering me and renee  pulled at each others hair..  they fight against the ropes  janey  ands two knees into  the blondes stomach  causing an unngh escape her lips.
Janet grabs her wrist  whipping the girl across  the ring  into the ropes catching her on the rebound.lifting then bringing Amanda down across her knee....the crowd erupts as janet struts around her fallen rival pumping herself up...then janey scoops the blonde up for a slam  once,twice  three times...draping herself across the pron girl
for the 1 2 3 count.....the ref raises janey's hand   the ring announcer    the winner and still ladies  champion
miss.liberty    ...the ref and ring announcer both look surprised  .the crowd erupts janey  walks around the ring holding her belt high  playing the crowd.....I smile  way to go  babes}
the final  two  matches are just as fun and exciting....after the show  we leave the arena  driving to kymms house  talking about the fight.

KYMM......'I KNEW JANEY WOULD WIN"
TiFFANI..."OF COURSE SHE WOULD IT WAS SRIPTED THAT WAY"
me..........actually  not  tiff...they wanted janey to lose since she is leaving   she broke the script
MANDY..."THAT'S OUR JANEY"

we drop kymm and tiffani off at kymm's then drive back to my apartment...we watch some of   seth Meyer's late show........then go to bed.........I had thought about not going out tonight...but i'm glad that I did  it was a lot of fun...

[lexibabe]

     CHAPTER 7......    I RECIEVE  BAD  NEWS   TWICE!!!

{Mandy  and I   sleep late     and have a light breakfast  .W e spend  a couple hours  chating  ,about the  matches last night   and about the past few days   ....i'm sad because Mandy has to leave   she has classes the next day

me......i'm glad that you got to come   babes..it had been  to long

MANDY....."OOHH GOSH  I KNOW.....THE TIME JUST FLEW BY....IT  HAS BEEN  A FUN  TRIP   I WISH WE LIVED CLOSER ...

me...........I do to.....I had  fun spending time with you   always have

MANDY......."YEAH  WE HAVE ALWAYS HAD FUN   THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME HERE  AND OUR TRIPS TO THE MALL  AND TO THE WRESTLING MATCHES   SEEING EVERYONE AGAIN  WAS A BLAST."

me..........i'm glad you could be here

MANDY....." POOH BEAR  IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS  BUT PROMISE ME,,STAY  AWAY FROM THAT CREEP GARY
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT TALKING TO HIM     OR  TRY AND GET BACK  WITH HIM AGAIN    I DON'T LIKE SEEING YOU  HURT.....YOUR TRYING NOT TO SHOW IT   .I KNOW YOUR HURTING"

me.........yeah  it does  hurt....a lot....don't worry babes    it's over with me and  gary   i'll stay as far away from him as I can      in fact  i'm done with guys   for the time being.

MANDY......GIRLS  NOW HAVE A CHANCE   LOL

me...........lol
{pistachio isrubbing against our legs}

MANDY.....{picking up pistachio  rubbing and talking to her} TAKE GOOD  CARE OF OUR FRIEND  KEEP HER OUT OF TROUBLE"{ KISSES  AND SITS THE LITTLE CAT ON THE FLOOR}.

{we hug and mandy leaves   the place seems empty..........I spend the rest of the day cleaning  up....then catching up on some work on my computer...i'll have to go into the office tomarrow}The time slips by
I make some dinner for me  and the little cat  take a shower  then settle on the couch to watch some   t.v
the  phone  rings.}

me......hello

STORMBOLT....".OHHHH LEXI....HELLO...GLAD THAT I FINALLY CAUGHT YOU HOME"

me........hi storm....ohh gosh  I received your message  but things have been busy   and I forgot to return your call

STORMBOLT....."IT'S O.K......LEXI I HAVE SOME INFORMATION"

me...ok

STORMBOLT....."I WAS ABLE TO CONTACT   THE OAKAPOO COUNTY SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT...I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO TELL YOU  SO......ANGIE  IS  DEAD     "

me,,,,,,silence       I..ummm  I...

STORMBOLT.....I'M SORRY......ARE YOU OK?

me........{the news is'ent a total surprise}....unn..yeah   i'm ok   what happened

STORMBOLT.."WAS  SHE A CLOSE FRIEND? ITS PRETTY BAD"

me....... we were close once   but  had kind of drifted apart.

STORMBOLT...."WELL.I COULD'ENT FIND OUT MUCH..IT'S STILL AN OPEN CASE  EVEN THE F.B.I.IS INVOLVED
ANGIE  AND HER AUNT  WERE REPORTED MISSING   ABOUT 4 MONTHS'S AGO....THEY SEARCHED  THEIR HOME
AND THE SURROUNDING  WOODS......THEY WERE FOUND  A FEW DAYS LATER   THE SCENE WAS PRETTY GRISLEY   IT'S  THOUGHT THAT  MAYBE SOME WILD ANIMAL   DISTURBED THEIR REMAINS"

me...do they know  what happened

STORMBOLT.....WELL GET THIS...THEY SUSPECT   SOME KIND OF CULT.....DEVILWORSHIPERS....
THEY DON'T KNOW  IF IT WAS SOME KIND OF MURDER SUICIDE  WITH ANGIE  AND HER AUNT   OR
IF THEY WERE BOTH  OFFERED AS SOME KIND OF SACRIFICE"

me....I remember  what  the little girl had said    {it is'ent angie  only an evil spirit using her  form..makes sense now.

STORMBOLT..."CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SHIT?   CULTS   IN A LITTLE PODUNK TOWN LIKE THAT,  ON SECOND THOUGHT  I CAN    .I SPENT A DAY  UP THERE THE WHOLE AREA IS CREEPY   THE PEOPLE  ARE NOT VERY FRIENDLY  .THERE IS A LEGEND  ABOUT THE WOODS  BEING HAUNTED....THE WHOLE PLACE JUST  HAD THE FEELING OF A STEPHEN KING STORY'

me......remembering the day I spent  walking down that dirt road   in the  woods  what was it the old man had told me..gosh I can't even remember his name....."people have gone into those woods  never to be seen again"
well I came out....then  it hits me    "ain't no running,ain't no going back  when you come to the middle of the paw-paw patch..ohhhh I groan almost droping the phone   .

STORMBOLT.......LEXI  ARE YOU  OK?

me.....yea//yes  i'm fine....ummm storm    was  angie  funeral there

STORMBOLT.....YES     IT WAS AT THE CEMETARY  THERE   WHY?"

me...I may take some flowers   sometime

STORMBOLT......OHH..OK....I CAN TRY AND FIND OUT SOME MORE INFORMATION  IF YOU WANT..BUT SINCE IT IS STILL AN ONGOING CASE      I'M NOT LIKELY LEARN ANYTHING NEW.

me.......no...that's  ok  storm     thank you  for all you have done

STORMBOLT......YOUR WELCOME   .AND IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE  CAN HELP YOU WITH   LET ME KNOW

me     ok  I will...byee

STORMBOLT....BYE BYE

[I hang up the phone   now I wish I dident know}

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{the rest of the night  I try to piece togeather   everything that storm   had told me...things were becoming more clear....the oldstories that the woods around  oakapoo   being haunted  are more than just old camp fire tales something very bad  lived in those  woods   and that somehow   angie  and her aunt had become  another  part of the legend..The rest of the night  is uneventful  falling asleep   ....waking  to the sound of the beeping of my alarm clock.
Monday morning   I have to go into the office  today  for at least half  the day..taking a shower  the warm water feels  so good on my still sore body..looking into the mirror   i use the make up  the way mandy   did  to try and hide the still visable  bruises  and scratches....hmmm.....after  i'm finished   i am satisfied  that they look ok
but still i know  that i'll have to answer about a thousand  questions...

i dress  and walk into  the  living room  then the kitchen  pistachio right under my feet....causing me to stumble
PISTACHIO!!!! i scold her    .she runs into the kitchen    giving her some food and water  grabing my keyes and purse....i open the door  then remember  the papers in my bedromm I'll need at work  leaving the door slightly open.....walking back through my apartment...see you  tonight  little girl  walking out closing the door.

I stop on the way for a coffee   and a sandwich    the morning traffic   is  a bitch as usual...still i make  it to the office  a little early    ...MR,SYNDCOFT   stops  by my desk    we  chat  for a few minutes    then discuss  the project  that i have been working on......and he wants to see me in his office  around 11.

As expected    the people at the office  do notice   my bruises   again and again   i have to explain   it's  embarrassing  all the girls  say they would have done the same thing..the guys wanted details about the fight
but i have to admit  being back at work feels good  takes my mind off things  for a while'.

I see Tiffani ,and    in the  copy room.......

TIFFANI....OHHH  WELL WELCOME  BACK   TO THE WORLD OF WORKING FOLK

me........thanks babes   honestly  it's good to  be  back..

TIFFANI......HEARD ANYTHING ABOUT THE PROMOTION?

me...no..but mr.syndcoft wants to see me in his office  at 11

TIFFANI......THAT  MAY BE  IT..

me....i hope so....the wait has been nerve  racking

TIFFANI.....GOOD LUCK.....OHH YOU ARE COMING TO JODIE'S  TONIGHT...

me......ohh sure...what  time  who all will be there

TIFFANI.....AT 6.....ME,,YOU,JODIE,,,,KYMM  AND JANEY.....KYMM WILL PICK UP  JANEY AND BRING HER OVER

me........ cool   it wll be a lot of fun...see you at lunch?

TIFFANI.....YES....SEE YOU IN THE CAFETERIA..

me...ok     byee 

TIFFANI..BYE

{11:oo  arrives  i stand out side  mr.symdcofts  door  taking a deep  breath  and knock....}

MR,SYNDCOFT.......COME  IN

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me....I walk in...{it is a small office    a medium type oak desk  in front of the one window...top of the desk littered  with folders  and papers  with  a computer   a picture of mr.syndcroft and his family  a cup of coffee
stil steaming....file cabinets   behind the desk  with a small table  and printer  behind  it..along the right side of the wall   more file cabinets  .along the left side  a bookcase     the walls with framed diploma...and company inspirational posters....teo chairs in front of the desk...mr.syndcoft  a slender man  probably in his late 40=s looks up.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------MR.SYNDCOFT....."SMILING...ALEXIS  PLEASE HAVE A SEAT  THERE ARE A FEW THINGS I HAVE TO GO OVER WITH YOU...HOW ARE YOU....GLAD TO SEE THAT YOUR FEELING BETTER.

me.  {i take a seat.......a little nervous smiling..} i'm feling alot better thank you.{i can tell  he is curious about the scratches  and bruise   but he does;ent ask,,it;s a relief..

MR.SYNDCOFT........GOOD,GOOD..ALEXIS     FIRST I WILL SAY  THAT WE HAVE BEEN VERY PLEASED  WITH  YOUR  WORK....YOUR CREATIVE.....INNOVATIVE....THE CLIENTS  ARE NOTHING  BUT HIGH REMAKS  TOWARDS  YOU...YOU HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE.

me...feeling more confident   but still  nervous.....thank you sir

MR..SYNDCOFT......WE HAVE EVALUATED  YOUR WORK PREFORMANCE......AS YOU KNOW THERE WAS ONLY ONE POSITION OPEN  AND SEVERAL QUALIFIED    FOR THE POSITION......ALEXIS     I'M SORRY  BUT WE JUST FEEL THAT YOUR  NOT WHAT WE WERE LOOKING FOR   AT THIS TIME..I AM REALLY SORRY.

me...........the words  stun me   deflating  like when all the air rushes from a balloon.. I just sit there

MR.SYNDCOFT.........ARE YOU  O.K....  

me..was it something that  I did  wrong

MY.SYNDCOFT.........NO  YOUR JOOB PREFORMANCE HAS BEEN EXEMPILARY.......WE CHOOSE TO GO WITH SOMEONE WITH A LITTLE MORE EXPIERANCE.

me.........{standing}   thank you  for everything...I walk out of his office  I feel like crying...I go into the rest room to gather myself  then back  to my desk  and try to continue  .

{the 11;30 lunch break  comes.....in the cafeteria...I have to answer a few more questions about the bruises and scratches  I start to just feel like hiding......everyone is apologetic  that I dident receive the promotion giving me encouragement.....I meet with tiffani  we find a table  to sit at.}

TIFFANI......BABES  I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR  ABOUT THE PROMOTION

me..........it;is just so disappointing..i really had my hopes up.
TIFFANI......YEAH I KNOW..AND I FEEL BAD   FOR TELLING YOU THE GOSSIP THE OTHER DAY..BUT EVERYONE TOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD GET IT

me........don't feel bad  about that babes

TIFFANI......DID HE SAY WHY

me...he just said that I was'ent what they were looking for   in the position  they wanted someone with more expierence.

TIFFANI...WHO DID GET IT

me..{shrugs}  I don't know

TIFFANI.....PROBABLY  BARRY

me  ..shrugs

TIFFANI...OHH HEY.I TOLD YOU WRONG EARLIER..THE GET TOGEATHER IS'ENT TONIGHT..IT WILL BE TOMARROW NIGHT.....I'M LOOKING FOWARD TO IT.

me... y eah  me to

{we chat about  everything until  lunch break is over....tiffani just has a way  of making me feel better after  lunch  the rest of the afternoon  slips by quickly  .I leave  at 3   stoping on the way home to pick up another bag of food for pistachio.Unlocking the door  and walking inside   i'm surprised that the little cat  does'ent greet me as usual...maybe asleep  on my bed?  I walk into the kitchen putting the catfood away   .then into the through the living room into the bed room  to put away my keys and purse...still no  cat...I call out to her   pistachio    kitty kitty....nothing......walking throughthe apartment  looking in all of her favorite  hiding places   calling her
still no little cat  .I m beginning to worry....walking into the living room  I look out the window   to the large  courtyard of the complex     I see a small animal laying near a group of trees.

My heart beating fast  I hurry outside   walking to the courtyard    at first I don't see  the  animal..
I stop  calling out again   pistachio   kitty..calling a few more times...looking towards the trees I notice  the animal
again  coming closer  I recognize it.....dread and fear rush through me   as I approach.

me.......ohhh no...nooo..noooo...I I cry  out it's my little cat pistachio....I drop to my knees  besides her
nooooooooooo...I sob .....my right hand trembling   I reach out  rubbing her  body    please  purr for me  tears  running down my cheeks........please let this be another  bad dream      ......