I arrive at my Monday evening therapy appointment primed for another catfight with Jenna, having established with her that she enjoys it as much as I do. I immediately get a bad vibe from my therapist's body language.
> Is Jenna here?
> Meg, I needed to cancel Jenna's appointment. I got caught last week scheduling you and her for the same time slot.
> So, .... , schedule us back to back, and see us both for the two hours.
> I've considered that, ....., for you and her, ..... or you and Jessica, .... or you and Cara.
> I'm don't get it .... you don't want to watch Jenna and me fight? You seemed to enjoy it last week.
> Last week you were surprised to see her here ..... It wouldn't be the same if you knew she was coming. And anyways, this isn't about me .....
> [It's not??, I think to myself, still stung that I won't be catfighting tonight.]
> .....Let's do some work on you .... You have three rivals right now .... A 'lost-and-found' rival, someone from your past....
> Jenna.
> That's right, ..... , a romantic rival, someone you've shared an ex with ....
> Cara.
> ....very good.....And a alpha-rival .... a rival where only one of you can be the alpha .... the toughest one in the room
> Jessica.
> So ......
> So?
?
> So, Meg ..... do you see where I'm going here?.....
> Not a clue.
> Try harder.
> Uhmmmmm..... can you just tell me??
> The patient always verbalizes the diagnosis, not the therapist.
> [We've long since passed that point, haven't we, Doctor?, I wonder to myself.]
> I can see you thinking, Meg. Just say it....Say what comes to mind.
> I think .... you're deciding who you want to watch me fight .....
> And??
> And .... if it was me and Jenna, that she would be here right now ....
> [My therapist has stopped writing on her note pad, has unbuttoned her slacks and blouse, and is rubbing underneath the first with her left hand and the second with her right hand.....] Keep going, Meg ..... I think yoy're making excellent porgress .....
> [I follow her lead and undress myself. I need to get off so bad, after the anticipation of tonight, and this apointment ends in 30 minutes] .... You think a fight between me or Cara, or me and Jess, would be more arousing to watch ....
> Because??....
> Because ..... [We edge closer together, my therapist climbing on my lap. Our blouses wide open we caress our breasts together...] .... Cara or Jess have higher stakes in fighting me....
> You know me so well.....[we tongue kiss violently]
> I just say what I hope is true [more loud, wet tongue kisses are exchanged] .... and it works....
> Keep doing it.
> You want to watch me or Cara, or me and Jess, totally brawl ....
> [Our thighs slide out of our slacks and touch. We are too aroused to speak. Our fingers slide into each other.]
> Mmmmmmmmmmmmfffffffff
> Mmmmeeegggggghhhhaannnnn.
> I love when you say my name.
> See you next week?
> Yes.